It has been a week since a posted a blog. I’ve been doing good. People have been telling me they pray for my peace.  I told someone today that I think God hears those prayers, because I have felt peaceful. I’m accepting that Travis is gone. The girls and I have our new normal schedule down. I’ve had to ask for help getting R to soccer and B to dance at the same time. I’ve even been keeping busy having lunch with friends. 

By the end of the day I felt the grief setting in. I wanted to get in my pajamas and hide under a blanket. I decided that I don’t want to grieve this time. I’ve already done that and I don’t want to go back.   My motto is Keep Moving Forward. There is no going back.